i just dunno what happen to me right now.. where was
my old self has gone to??? maybe this is my true self that
i never know... my life even it seem too simple but
I've lots of things in my mind. I guess i really need to
change da old of me to be a better one..brand new
better of myself.. but I've no determination to do it..
i keep saying i wanna change but up till now nothing
change.. even physically @ mentally i guess i' still
da same or i've become worse than before.. where's all
da positive point that i've used to have.. it seem i've
loose them.... I need to change myself slowly... so that
in da future i'll never regret with my action now...
I know that i've no one to depends on when i grow up
and live like a real adult...but will I be able to live
in da real messy world.. coz i'm not beautiful physically
@ mentally so I cannot just marry someone... da truth is
there's even no groom even if I wanted to... well... this
blog have bcoming more like my own diary.. i wonder next
5 years @ 10 years when I read again all this stuff what
will i think of it... da -ve point of me that i can't
resist is i always turn back.... keep remembering all
da old memories but never appreciate whats happening now...
i should become more positive inside and out...
wanie... keep urself straight!!!
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